The flight attendant announced that
they would be taking off. The plane
began to move forward. Arlene got
nervous. The nervous turned to panic. She wanted to jump up and start
screaming. She knew that these days they
wouldn’t just let her off the plane. The
air marshals would come in and handcuff her.
Her chest started rattling. She
had COPD but had quit smoking 20 years ago when first diagnosed. It only acted
up when she was scared and her heart was pounding. She often told Sara that if she could quit
smoking then Sara could quit that heroin.
Sara always got mad. Arlene loved
smoking. She’d smoke while doing
laundry, washing dishes, taking the dog for a walk. When Sara was little, she’d bathe her with a
cigarette dangling out of her mouth.
Arlene started coughing. She
pulled her bottled water out of her bag and gulped it down. The COPD was in the same stage that it was
when she quit smoking. It stopped
progressing when she quit. Sara didn’t
like to talk about it. Sara smoked
cigarettes in the house. The plane was
moving fast. Arlene realized she forgot
her fear by thinking about Sara.
Everything was always about Sara.
She had been going to family night at different treatment centers for
years. When Sara wasn’t in treatment,
Arlene wasn’t sleeping. She was pacing
the floor, screaming at God to help her baby, and if the phone rang, her heart
began to hurt and worry washed all through her.
Everything was Sara. Now Sara had
over two years clean and had that beautiful little baby Angel. Arlene needed to live again. This is why the trip. The trip across the sea and out of the
country. Arlene needed freedom. Arlene needed a life. Arlene needed to be Arlene again and not just
Sara’s mom. The plane was in the air.
I like the way you draw the reader in...your writing is very conversational...like we're experiencing it with you...I try to write fiction & my starting points are always too epic or something & don't flow like yours..
ReplyDeleteThanks Chad! I can't do what you do with poetry!
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